He do the police in different voices - stutter

I know I should find something unique, creative, or even just helpful to say but it's hopeless I think...

I'm reminded at this moment of how useless language and words can be to convey what we truly want to say--this isn't to deny that great literature doesn't suceed in doing just this, think of just about any line or lines from any play of Shakespeare's.... but right now I think of Hamlet's last words, "the rest is silence"--the most eloquent wordsmith ever, perhaps, and at the end of the play and the end of his life his words--and words themselves--fail him as his life drains out--is that finally the real tragedy of Hamlet?--that despite all his words and the rhetoric he displays, his words, his language defeats him, even perhaps gets in the way of action, of living out his purpose to revenge his father's murder...it's a shame really, but it's a paradox we have to live with and in a sense live through--because we express our take on life mostly through words...the very medium we need and use the most to convey our wishes and feelings to each other is the one that's most prone to error, misinterpretation, and just plain imprecision and muddle-headedness....

I sound all emo about this I know, but then I am kind of emo, certainly very emotional!  It gets to me how hard I try to say the right thing when someone needs to hear it, and just how easily I fail most every time...I admit my take is of course very subjective and even egotistical because it looks like I'm dwelling on my feelings and not realising that sometimes my words do help, they do comfort the person they're directed to--and that, when it happens, is something to take comfort in--sometimes words do help, and even despite our efforts...I say all this knowing I tried to find the right words to reassure and I feel I failed, to me my words seemed empty and fatuous --but the hope remains that maybe I made a difference after all...and it's worth it if I can communicate more intimately with you...

I'm not giving up on language and I am compelled to write to get things out there--it's an elusive goal but I will persevere--don't give up